This isn’t what I imagined


This isn’t what I imagined at this stage of my life. I’m not saying I’m unhappy with my current non-relationship status (which is single) but I guess growing up Catholic and being surrounded by friends who traditionally got married at a young age, like myself, that life was going to play out that you’d be married forever and grow old together no matter what and that was. it.

Well, it didn’t end up that way. It very well could but who knows. Right now it’s slim to none and slim just left the building lol.

Anyway, this is for all the single people out there who are feeling hopeless, frustrated, confused, and sometimes relieved. We are single. Trying to date. Dating going nowhere. Starting dating and it turned into a dead end. Then I think to myself, crap, would I really want to go back to the way it was? Hell no. Is there someone out there who I am compatible with? Who the freak knows.

It is what it is and in the mean time you have to do what makes you happy.

Sooooo lol I started camping with my sister and bro-in-law a few years ago. This year I decided to get my own site. I thought my kids were coming with me but they bailed. Yup. That’s a teenager for ya.

That’s okay though. I want to give it a go setting up my site by myself and see how it goes. My sister will only be one site over so if I do run into any issues I can give them a holler. If this works out like I am hoping it does, I’ll go solo next time.

We are heading to Bowman Lake again. Love it. Beautiful campsites. Not too crowded and not far from home. About an hour and a half.

Oh and I am brining Jet man.

A couple of points I am trying to make in post is that there is an ass for every seat. Don’t give up but don’t stop living your life in the process.

I set up the tent in my living room to give it a test run and it took me literally 3 minutes. It’s an Ozark Trail Instant Cabin 6 person tent. It says that it takes 60 seconds to set up but being I am brand spanking new at this it took me 3 minutes which isn’t terrible. Packing it up, not so much. Ha. Good thing I wasn’t having a cocktail or it probably would have been on fire.

Jet Man.

Roll with it


Don’t over analyze anything. It will destroy you. You have to just take life as it comes and as hard or easy as that may be, just let it happen.

If you think positive, I can assure you positive things will come. Manifesting what you want is not bs. The key is you truly have to put your heart and soul into what you want. There is no pretending either. You have to give it your all.

Don’t stop. It is possible.

Don’t give up


Never ever give up on anything you are out there trying to get. Whether it’s happiness, a job, love, a house, a car, a dream…..don’t give up.

You are reading this because it was meant to be. I believe in signs. I know it sounds corny but it’s true. I follow and believe in all the signs I stumble upon.

This is your sign and your push to keep going. Don’t stop.

You can achieve anything you put your heart and mind to. It is so possible it’s not even funny.

You want that dream job? Don’t stop thinking about it. Don’t stop dreaming about it. If you believe in yourself and your goal enough, it will happen. Have faith.

I know because I am living proof that dreams come true. There is still a little critiquing that I have left to do but ultimately I have achieved my goal. Now I’m on to my next goal….. eh it will happen but the time isn’t quite right yet.

I have the home of my dreams, the job that I’ve always wanted, the happiness that I never thought was possible. Boom.

It happened because I truly believed it was going to happen.

Please, don’t stop pursuing your dreams. It’s going to happen.