What is in the air?


I don’t know how to explain the feelings I have been having over the past couple of days/weeks but it’s a kind of nervous, weird, anxious, odd feeling? The really weird part about it is that there are some other people around me that said they are feeling the same way. Even my doctor said that over the past two days almost all of her patients has had high blood pressure. Including the ones that don’t normally have high blood pressure. What is that all about?

I though it was just me. I can’t put a finger on it. So weird.

I hope it goes away soon.

Anybody else feeling odd lately?

I didn’t get the job


But you know what, I’m not upset like I was the first time I interviewed for it. It just wasn’t meant to be. It’s that plain and simple.

I have to move my mom and dad up from Florida in a couple of months and there is no way I would have gotten my vacation time before then.

I was offered a temporary subbing job the last two months in my son’s school. Which will be his last two months of 6th grade! How can I pass up that once in a lifetime opportunity? I get to go to school with my son for his last two months of elementary school.

This is life and sometimes you just have to roll with it. There is nothing you can do to change it and what is meant to be will truly be.

I love my life. I have no major complaints. What more could I ask for.

 

Note to self and you, relax


I have about 4.2 mins to write this post.

Everything can change in the blink of an eye. Moods, emotions, circumstances, etc. It is all about how you deal with those changes.

You make them worse when you don’t take a deep breath and analyze.

Ask yourself is whatever just happened or happening worth stressing or worrying over?

Sometimes, yes it is. Other times probably not.

Take that deep breath. Relax and re-group.

 

Enjoy the day everyone.

Signs to look for


I just read this great article from Expanded Consciousness. It talks about how when you are being drained by someone or something that is causing a negative energy around you these are the signs to look for;

  • You start feeling depressed even though there is no apparent reason for it (and you’re not clinically depressed),
  • You can’t log into your bank account (or any other) online, social media, account and keep getting an error message,
  • You get a bad headache for no apparent reason,
  • You get dropped calls or sudden, passing static on your phone while speaking to someone at a location you don’t normally have that experience,
  • You get super tired all of a sudden and feel the need to take a nap even though you are not sleep deprived,
  • You feel resistant to helping yourself or giving yourself something you know you need (i.e. resist eating when you are actually hungry),
  • Your throat feels sore as if you’ve caught a virus (sometimes that is how our body reacts to the lower energy). It’s up to you to recognize and make note of these patterns as they are personal),
  • You lose your house keys, lock your car keys inside your car, lose your wallet or get something you value stolen,
  • An email you sent out does not reach its intended recipient and hours later you get a mailer daemon message,
  • Your mind starts spinning on negative thoughts about someone or a situation of the past (which you had done inner work on to clear), etc.
  • You engage in behaviors that are against self-love- such as spending money on unnecessary shopping or buying a tech gadget that you don’t really need but consider fun when you don’t have the budget for it.

The possibilities are endless…

I copied and pasted those verbatim from their website but I want to add that I have had almost all of those signs when there was a negative aura around me.

It’s crazy but one time, I forgot exactly what it was that was draining me, but I ran to the store to pick something up and when I went to turn on my car again, my starter blew! Just like that and I felt this electric charge run through me. Geez I wish I could remember what was going on at the time but I blocked it out so much that I realized that it was detrimental for me to even have those thoughts. It wreaks havoc on your body, mind, and everything around you.

Listen to what your body is telling you. The minute you feel that dip in your momentum, blow it out. Change your routine immediately. Make a cup of tea, pick up a book, call a positive person in your life. Talk a walk and do something that you love doing to boost your spirits and draw you away from the negativity.

It’s not goofy. Remember, I’m the sort of normal girl from Long Island that isn’t all into chants and supernatural stuff to the extreme but I do believe in positive thinking and manifesting your destiny. It works. I promise. I repeat myself about this because I truly believe you can change your life based on just your thoughts.

Good luck and enjoy your Sunday!

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