Sitting waiting


I’m thinking this is going to work out pretty good. I think I got a job but I have to see how it plays out. We went to the casino last night and stayed over. We just had to get away and relieve some stress. We watched the Daytona Duel at one of the bars, had a few drinks and gambled for a few. I didn’t win tho as usual lol I need to get batteries for my good camera I’m missing out on some super good shots. Just felt like babbling. I hope you’re all having a good day and enjoy your weekend.

V DAY


Happy Valentine’s Day. I know, I know to some it is just another day but for others it can mean that it is a day that kind sums up part if your life in a nutshell.
My life in a nutshell has been a crazy one. The shell that I’ve been living in has been tossed around, kicked, and thrown against a wall.
Today is the first time that I feel like V Day really has meaning for me.
I love Carrie from Sex in the City so I’m going to refer to my guy as Mr. Big lol. Lame yes I know. It’s been 4 1/2 months since we started seeing each other. We hit a few road bumps along the way but we got over them. Hey our relationship isn’t perfect but the main factor in this for me is that I’m so happy. He treats me like gold without hesitation. Is this what it feels like to be put on a pedestal? I can’t describe it or how much I appreciate my life and what god had given me. Out if everything bad comes something good. I truly believe. My mom always told me to think that way and she was right. Positive thoughts bring positive results.
Have a great day everyone xoxo

Can’t fight that feeling


of what makes you happy. Sometimes I feel guilty for going with what makes me happy. I have to let go of what I think I should be doing that makes everyone else happy.

Over the past week, the fight with him,(we talked) I understand what was making him irate. It was what everyone else around me was doing. The gossip, the drama, etc. I have to let all that go or let him go. Black and white. He makes me happy. I blew our last argument out of proportion. Hey I’m only human. He is after my best interests and at the time I was too blind to see it but I do now.