Quick thought


I have an itch which I am in the process of scratching it. I feel something stirring inside of me when I think about blogging and pursing a semi-small career in it. For now I am making a compilation of all my ideas for my new blog and will but these thoughts in motion as soon as I make that first step. I can’t believe how good these thoughts are making me feel. This has to be my calling!

Life Coach??


I have been thinking about this over the past few years and I think I am ready to take that step. Well I already did and inquired about becoming a “Life Coach.” I want to encompass a lot of area though and I think I can do just that by becoming one. I love to listen to people and their problems. I love trying to make people feel better. Although I have had a handful of my own, I still am able to trek through it and keep my chin up.

I want to do this because I love it and because I really believe I can make a good living from it. I also want to be able to stay at home with my boys during the summer.

I have about 1 1/2 semesters to go before I finish my human services degree so I think that will fit in perfectly with this choice I am making.

Until next time…. wish me luck all!

Ya talk too much


Sometimes I wonder what the hell goes on in my head? I talk way too much and to the wrong people sometimes. I go on and on and write these novels thinking people wanna actually hear what I have to say but in reality I think only a few do. I’m also thinking of cutting my ties with some certain people by deactivating my facebook for a while. I wish I cold deactivate it yet keep it only for myself but I am afraid one day the private button won’t work lol. ANyway here is a post that I was going to put on facebook but chickened out. I have no idea why usually I have no problem saying what I feel but lately I feel like I lost my voice. Hard to explain.

One of my random theories in life to live by today is; you can’t harbor bad feelings of what or who caused you pain in life because it will only consume you and end up robbing you of the good that you’re surrounded by. If you constantly dwell on the negative, that is what your life will become.  My misfortunes in life aren’t anything compared to what a lot of people are experiencing right now and that is the positive I am holding on to and cherishing. Any other thoughts are unacceptable at this point. As long as my boys/family/friends are healthy and happy that is all I care about.  I am surrounded by so much good that when I think about how great my life is, those feelings of contentment that I have, cancel out everything and everyone that cause me grief. It is truly an amazing and genuine feeling, if that makes sense. I post things like this because I want to share ALL the good in my life. My other intention for posting thoughts like this is that maybe someone out there can benefit from what I am saying. Nothing more, nothing less.  If I can’t do something for someone physically or in a monetary kind of way, maybe I can’t help them out mentally by saying certain words that will help them look at life in a different light or maybe change their way of thinking for the better.

This is where I need to be, with my babies sitting right next to me……I can’t wait to leave it all behind.

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